Continuation on my birthday.

Anyways i forgotten to include that on my birthday that day while sending lover and twin.lover sang birthday song for me.and halfway nearing the station they including baby sang birthday song for me.so ps la.den walking at underpass.baby ran to buy me a cake.her favourite somemore.so super sweet of her.thanks silly one for trying to make my birthday a enjoyable one.went mac to find her.snap some pic and home sweet home.

Days that has past

Anyways my birthday and christmas just passed.the picture above was the cake baby bought for me and gave it to me when the clock strikes 12am.so sweet of her.on my birthday i went tannin with piao and we headed to queensway shopping centre and ikea.after that home with the whole clique.ate and talk.den it was christmas eve le.was baking cookies for everyone.it turn out nice and alrights.baby was super nice.she helped me with it.slept after that and it was rainin non stop.so tanning was cancel.was at grand's place, den met baby at 11plus to watch movie at toa payoh central.bedtime stories was nice.thanks baby.you made my day so much better.head home after movies, cooked maggie mee for baby and myself.ate and watched honey.i watched halfway and i dozed off.christmas day woke up and complete the cards and pack the cookies.went ta bathe and off to grand's place ate chicken wings and off i went to meet the rest at boon keng for prata and off i went to grand's place.was having pains in the heart area.hurts.

Moodless.

Just went downstair to kup cig with someone.wells i came up and started thinking.perhaps that time we should have already let go.why drag?hai.this topic will keep popping up.i really don noe what we really want.you said everything and anything.and in the end you regret but you want a short break.i really don noe la.Did you even know that day i thot so hard if i should work or not.there was reasons behind.i wanted to keep you accompany.i din mind not earning the 57bucks.but i guess that will be the last time le.i won't skip work anymore.i'm goin to be a loner all by myself.guess life will be happier this way.you better go herstory.else don have to talk to me anymore.goin to prepare to head out le. Nessa heart stops here.

Leaving this world behind

Cant get to sleep.bathe not long.it's 2am le.thinking should i go out and drink alone.today was act ok.till someone quarrelled with me.long story.lazy to say.anyways you choose this path and in the end why say you regret?somehow i just wanna say hope you can find someone that can make you smile and love you.sorry i ain't such a good gf or anything.perhaps i'll see you tomorrow for the last time to kup cig and that's it.won't be contacting nor meet up le.anyways i won't be contacting anyone from the clique.nessa decided to be a loner.will be working and working.bye bye world.

Random please

Now waiting for train.wells wadever i blog yesterday is good except the picture.crap.wells if there is things kept from me i won't be happy.so everyone please be truthful.if your feeling guilty den i may be talkin about you.hmm.

Super wide awake and super full.

Bored to the max at home.not working for the whole of this week except sat.boring boring.what can i do at home.rahs

Fucking bored

Bored to the max at home.not working for the whole of this week except sat.boring boring.what can i do at home.rahs

ありがとう

Thank you yesterday night for taking care of me when I'm not feeling well. Thanks. And sorry to trouble you. Didn't finish up the soup, sorry. Cause i really have no appetite for anything. But i can feels your concern care towards me. Thanks.